Happy 6th birthday to Nellie girl! I had so much fun hunting with you this season I can’t wait until our next season together! .
I still have moments where I am im in complete and utter disbelief that I lost my two therapy, support and motivation dogs so close together
Diesel and Oliver ...such love,.such dedication, loyalty, comforting, relentless and understanding
Diesel was such a workshorse and just comforted me thru some #intense#darkdays when I was told I had to stop working. He was as strong as an ox and sweet as his breed dictates. He was #fiercly protective of me ..and when Oliver came into the picture..Diesel did not hesitate to put him straight from minute one( there was never an issue after that), they joined forces and he showed Oliver how it's done. amazing to see that unfold. Tragically he died from lupus that was triggered from an acl tightrope repair. His body rejected the material used , then is body had an immune mediated response and he developed #lupus that we were never able to control with out massive side effects. He lasted just over a year..and up until that ..he never had any really health issues..he was utterly flawless. Oliver completely changed when Diesel passed.
I called them the perfect pack. It feels weird not having two floofy #newfies ..and my sentimental side would kill to have another..to rescue another one to show me again how to live and love in the moment and not dwell on all that is wrong..but I don't think it will ever happen in my life again..tho I think I deserve it..I believe I need it..it's just the process is impossible new or rescue..even tho I have a proven track record with them.
I feel cheated ..
Since we watched Secret Life of Pets 2 last night, btw it was so funny & you should go, I’m posting a picture of our family dog, Goldee. Now, I’m a cat person, like would totally be fine being a crazy cat lady 🤪 but she is a very sweet dog. Now looking at her she looks like she has some age, but she is only 2!! She had been playing in the lake & an intense game of fetch with her favorite tire! I would be lying if I said she doesn’t make me want to strangle her sometimes, she has dug in my flower a bed a few times...., but she is such a loyal friend & 85% well behaved 😂 She is the best car rider & for not being an indoor dog, when she goes to Auntie M’s she fits into that role perfectly & was house broke almost immediately!! .
This weekend she is spending time with her “grandparents” & “dog aunt” while we head to Chicago to hang out with our niece & her husband at Tacos & Tequila 🌮We compromised with CeCe that we will take her back we n August!! She loves going to Chicago to see Alyssa & Frank!! She gets the best of both worlds, on the farm with grandma & grandpa one day, then in the city with my husbands family!! Just keeping her well rounded 😂 Ho to my stories to see how she is wearing her hair on the farm today 😂😂 oh I love her lots ♥️
A lazy thursdaymorning with my pink blanket