Did I drink because I was depressed? Or was I depressed because I drank? The 2 certainly go hand in hand. A vicious cycle that can keep you trapped for years. Trapped so long that you get used to it. I always imagined breaking free of my self-inflicted prison like it would be this big movie moment of positivity and sunshine and flowers and running happily across open fields having huge, positive revelations about my life. Turns out my prison was painful, but it was also familiar and without it I'm struggling. Kind of like standing naked in that field, shivering in the cold wind. No sunshine and flowers today. It's disappointing in some ways. This sobriety business is sometimes way harder than I thought. But I am not going back. Remembering sunny autumn days on this cold and dreary winter evening... ☀🍃 #soberthoughts#soberaf#sobriety#sober#cleanliving#sobermovement#alcoholfree#journeytosobriety#mentalhealth#newchapter#addiction#recovery#af#ilovenature#leaves#sunlight#trusttheprocess
faltus making friends with the forest in my & @petr_pelan_jr ‘s neighbourhood. i think they liked each other! it was so much fun to bake loads of homemade vegana lasagna & share our new favourite nooks of london with another ardent nature lover! 🤸🏽♀️
Mi sono ritrovata questa foto sul cellulare, ma non mi ricordo minimamente di averla fatta, ne tanto meno dove...
Una nuvola non sa perché si muove in una certa direzione e a una certa velocità.
Segue un impulso, è li che deve andare.
Ma il cielo conosce le ragioni e gli schemi al di là delle nuvole, e anche tu li conoscerai, quando ti librerai abbastanza in alto per vedere l’orizzonte.